I Am Dirt (2018)

by The Beginnings

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Happy to see they made a release in English, hope they get much more exposure around the globe. Favorite track: It Falls Apart.
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1.
From this morning I am no more All the birds are singing on my monument Mud from the rain Grey skies above me It is just the way it is When the worms and maggots feed Now the poisoning it’s all over the ground I’m turning into dust… From this morning I am no more All the birds are singing songs For this monument (Singing songs) From this morning just forget about me Go on with your life I am dirt (I am dirt) From this morning I am no more All the birds are singing songs For this monument (Singing songs) From this morning just forget about me Go on with your life I am dirt (I am dirt)
2.
Nausea 03:03
Just an average day Usual and gray In your grave Memories remain But I am stuck inside of them Buried myself alive in there Deafness, dust and bareness Screaming words of promise Worms come from your words and I eat them You left me rot in endless sickness Just an average night In dust I swathe, no lights Just real lies Under the gloomy skies All that is left is just to rot Your whispers deeply in my thoughts
3.
Living the life of a broken man Throwing away all your promises You need now to learn how to let it go Mirrors won’t lie you were told before Afraid of your steps, you’re not looking back Fighting in vain with your inner self Rotting inside, you count all the wrongs You lost it all, it’s forever gone With stains in the memory Empty words of agony Shooting yourself into Accursed destiny Standing in darkness, you Are left with just the option to Fight it all over now You’re lost and can’t be found You stand on the edge, you’re not looking back Afraid of your words, broke your promises Threw all in, it’s all over now Nothing in the mirror, you’re rotting out In different reality What have just done to me? Got lost in the words somehow And there is no going back now There is no going back now There is no going back now To the isle of harmony
4.
The sun won’t shine this morning The ground will shake and fall apart But we will rise And we will last much more than that The sea will drop the final drops And we will never see the stars But you and I We will burn forever young These words I leave for you today They are all just yours to take To keep you warm To save you from the cruel world Also take these memories Feelings tame, under palm trees And forever have these words So you’ll don’t forget how much I love you All I have all I am Is this manifest All the words that I sing Are for you and me And we will sing our song Until we are gone All I have all I am Is this manifest All the words that I sing Are for you and me And we will sing our song Until we are gone
5.
It falls apart All that they can see around is darkness, hurts, Devastation at it’s best The pain is now Stronger than it ever was and cuts them down It’s time to say farewell my love Distrusting Desire, hatred, love and pain, all in regret A quiet painful death Two hearts grief All it ever been they wish they never had Now everything turns gray and black She gently whispers And disappears Somewhere in time and fading memory In the morning he wakes up She is gone Without a trace She’s just a memory
6.
In Mud 03:40
I took out the dusty seed Before it grew I greeted the dying sun When it just went through I was talking to the empty sky But answers never came I stood among the living ones But it was all in flames Eating my own corpse now Feeding myself to death I trapped myself in this life With a finger on my head I staggered and My flesh decayed I fed the vultures and Became forever damned Eating my own flesh now Painting my self with blood Pointing to the living ones Drowning in the mud What is left is just Another smiling mask Eating my own flesh now I am already dead Eating my own flesh now Painted my self with blood Pointing to the living ones Eating my own flesh now Painting myself with blood Pointing to the living ones Drowning in the mud What is left is just Another smiling mask You’re staring at the watch You’re already dead
7.
Dying Star 02:38
Look at where we are Living lives apart in parallel We didn’t even started So close to the top and then we failed Just a fiction A false alarm I wanna trust you I’m still dying to touch you So can you feel me now? We’re so close to our dying star (We’re living in a lie) Are we living in a lie? Will we ever have this dream Knowing that we’re thrown apart I guess we’ll never be I guess it’s all unreal And our wounds will never heal Can you touch me now? Can you see me through the glass? It’s all we ever need to pass And we will run our lives Without temptations Wondering what could have been So I will wait for you I will wait for eternity… Are you happy? Or do you feel the same? I guess the fault is ours to blame We’re running through our lives Believed in all the lies Wondering what could have been… So will we run away from our dying star? Are we living in a lie? Will we ever have this dream Knowing that we’re thrown apart (We’re living in a lie) I guess we’ll never be I guess it’s all unreal And our wounds will never heal
8.
Parade 03:43
Golden age Blazing opportunities In harmonic symphony Yet we’re singing hopelessly Fading in the dark Running with a plan Black and grey I see Rat race, insecurity Different views of same ending All in all we’re Spinning around now well entertained Debris of doom slowly decaying Such a wonderful mess we’re left to deal with, who’s to blame Bombs blast, we’ll all sink, You’re just history Stay now at home well entertained Tied to your bed, enjoy your praying The war is far and you are safe so enjoy your game Clock ticks, you like peace Shots blast, victory They’re calling your name, get out of bed No time to pray, guns on your forehead You’re one of them now so act and do as you should do You like inner peace Time comes, you must cease
9.
I will not write anymore This is the last time I know I’m lying myself Traces lost, forgotten dreams Just faded memories What is true and what exists Everything’s lost it seems We should have had everything But we’ve missed… I will not talk anymore This is the last time I know I’m lying myself Empty words of promises We’re always missing piece Opened doors and broken keys Can we move on like this? Our hearts are filled with doubts Yet, you don’t exist Staring in an empty wall Spending all our time on our own On our own Living in our parallels Seeing different views of our selves And we both know We lost it all But promises we won’t let go Oooh.. faded memories… Oooh.. faded memories… Oooh.. faded memories… Oooh.. faded memories… I will not write anymore This is the last song I know I’m lying myself Water flows, we’re sinking in Like broken memories Dying hope, or just a dream We can’t go on it seems We’re lost and can't be found now But the echoes still - we hear somehow Vows, words of promises And we keep on moving far away On our own On our own We’re beggars, thieves Living in our memories Betrayers of our given words Blessed in our slavery I won’t write anymore I won’t tell anyone Time will destroy our memories And now we’re screaming numb, I won’t tell anyone We’ll close our eyes down with the sun I won’t write anymore I won’t tell anyone Whenever stars are falling down And now we see it through We’re breathing lies Vows, words of our demise
10.
Hope 04:43
I wanna sympathize with these victims of reality Living on the edge of anxiety I wanna feel the wounds of the civilized and modern man Knowing I’ll never be the same again I wanna fly up high above the oceans and the seas They’ll cut my wings, their love will cripple me I wanna touch the sky, the stars, the edge of the galaxy They’ll say I am to small to dream, I’m nobody Yet, here we are The sun is out again Shining closer with each day I’m counting stars They’re just behind these bars I will be free, the end is near I wanna sympathize with these victims of reality Living on the edge of anxiety I wanna touch the sky, the stars, the edge of the galaxy They’ll say I am to small to dream, I’m nobody Yet, here we are The sun is out again Shining closer with each day I’m counting stars They’re just behind these bars I will be free, the end is near Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh Ooooh ooh

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released September 9, 2018

Filip Tasevski - Fitz (vocals, guitar in your left ear)
Nikola Isailovski - Fat Cacko (guitar in your right ear, some vocals)
Aleksandar Petrovski - Ace (bass)
Ile Lulevski (drums)

Recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by Valentino Skenderovski @ Studio Enterprise (December 2018 - August 2018). Cover art and cover photo: Filip Tasevski - Fitz. Band photos: Stefan Rajhl. Many thanx to: Elena Krsteva, Todor Isailovski. Special thanx to: our families and loved ones for their support.

All rights reserved © 2018 | www.thebeginnings.band

Management & Publicity: Sixtynine Records | sixtyninerecords@gmail.com | www.sixtyninerecords.org

Booking (worldwide): Iskra Tourbooking | iskratourbooking@gmail.com | www.iskratourbooking.com

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The Beginnings Macedonia

The Beginnings is one of the longest running punk rock/melodic hardcore bands from Macedonia, established in 2002. The band was previously known as “Noviot Pochetok / The New Beginning” from 2002 to 2018 and under that name they have played 5 longer tours across Europe, and released 4 LP's. As "The Beginnings" they have released one LP so far called "I Am Dirt" in September, 2018. ... more

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